I did love you, I’m sorry.

 

 

If I could choose

And anchor things for my heart

I would have been with someone else

 

Who’s more worthy

Acquiescence to my distress

 

Cherisher

Cognizant

 

Who makes me feel better as a woman

 

 

One who truly cares

Who recognizes my feelings, emotions

My thoughts, my being

And  who I am

 

Not as a trophy

Not a machine

Not a thing

But a human being

 

 

He who can sense the fact that I am capable

Of thinking

Of feeling

Of hurting

Of loving

 

 

Perhaps it was a mistake

To trust

To believe

To wait

 

To be patient

To be honest

To be loyal

To be forgiving

 

 

To care

To share

To sacrifice

To take risks

 

 

Words can’t suffice my sentiments

As I wasted times

And those I couldn’t retrieve

On other options I closed my doors

Faithfulness was the sole conviction

Over years I lived in tears and pains

Of more nuisances than pleasures

You, my love bestowed

 

 

 

But I persisted

Believing

Relying on

 

Ardor

Fidelity

Passion

Zeal

……………………………..Love

 

 

 

I only knew I was true to myself

And I did follow my heart

 

 

I was wrong, definitely I was.

 

 

And I’m sorry,  I didn’t mean to……

 

I

 

 

really

 

 

did

 

 

l o v e

 

 

you.